I just can't figure out what to say whenever I start a writing. It's like, I can write pages of stuff, but I can't write a beginning sentence. Somehow, I feel like whatever I write, it won't be enough. It's so weird, I know, but it always happens. But I'm gonna try my best here. So here we go.
First off, I think I should introduce myself. I'm Bilge. I live in Turkey, I was actually born here, and lived here my whole life, which is fifteen years right now. My birthday is on 14th of November (just two weeks left!). Other than that, I love writing, and reading. If you've looked at my profile, you could see that I have tons of favorite books. I just can't choose which one I love the most!
Anyway, I started this blog because I always wanted to do something like that. You know, everyone had a blog online and I just thought how would it be if I did it? Even if no one reads it, which is kind of better, it'd be nice too. I want this blog to be a personal space for myself where I can share my writing, what I'm reading, what I'm doing, or anything that I'd like to share. I don't know, maybe I'll write a crappy poem--because I can't write poems--and put it up, and then regret it for the rest of my life.
This blog will be too personal for me, so I'd rather not give any other information about myself other than my name. I want you to read this like you'd read a book. Like I'm a character and I'm telling a story to you. I just want you to see me like this. And I don't know, maybe what I wrote on this blog will become a book someday. I don't know, and I like it.
Talking about books, I told you I loved reading, but I'm also currently writing a book! I actually started writing it last year, but then I hated the way I ended it, so I started over and it's almost finished actually. I just have a couple of chapters to write, and then it'll be over. And hopefully, after I edit it, I'll try to get it published. I don't know how I can do that since I don't live in the US, I'm just fifteen and there're probably lots of writers out there who are more experienced than I am. But as I've said, I'll try. It's an exciting thing to think about. But right now, I'm so busy with school stuff to I don't really know if I'll really have time for it. I mean, we have a physics exam this Thursday! I almost want to cry. I don't like physics. It's like, I don't know, so unnecessary. Like, who cares what the acceleration of a car is? So boring. Fortunately, I'm not so bad at it. So let's hope for the best I guess. I really need to study, though. I've been so lazy for the past few days.
Bye!
